**heffalumps and woozles**

Last night I stayed up way too late. Corey was in town, and we had our night together. We stayed up talking until 3:30ish. It was good. We needed to get it all out. My poor baby though. His gf broke his delicate heart. It was not the night I had imagined, but the talking helped him. I've never been able to explain our relationship. I always just say he's my soul mate. Mom, however, is a genius and told me what it was. We have the same connection and bond as twins. We talked about everything. It was good.

We woke up this morning to my phone going off. It was Brian. Grrrrrr. He started bitching me out for staying up too late. I was like are you KIDDING me? Why the fuck does it matter to you? He's ridiculous. I just got off the phone with him not too long ago, and he was just digging into me about the stupidest shit. What could you have possibly talked about for so long? Why did you stay up so late? How does talking about a breakup take so long? What was the point of seeing David if you guys just sat outside the entire time? On and on and on. I was on the verge of totally losing it.

David called me tonight. He told me I should look for a different guy, that he's too busy for a relationship right now. I didn't think it would hurt that much. Omg. It hurt. I held it together. I told him I understood. I wasn't upset, which I really wasn't. It was more the initial gut wrenching WHAT?! that got me. He came over anyway. We talked. We talked for 3 hours. We didn't go anywhere. We were just out in his car in front of my house. We really needed to talk it seemed. I was confused. He'd told me all that stuff on the phone, but he was still kissing and snuggling me. He was still acting like he wanted more than friendship. We're going to try being together at the first of the year. I told him my qualms about being his gf. It's really just one, it's losing Brian forever. Brian's already straight up said he will no longer talk to me, see me, anything. He will cut off communication. I told David this, but also that I was willing to give up Brian to give him(David) a chance. His qualms also involved Brian. The same ones as always, that I'm still in love with Bri.

We talked about everything under the sun. We talked about getting together. We talked about moving in, apts, houses, etc. We talked about marriage and religion. The religion turned into one hell of a heated debate, but it ended in laughter. We talked about the roles of women and men. It was good. We needed it. I'm really happy with where we stand.

Daddy came and picked Ben up today. He'll be keeping him through the 26th, and then I'm going down the 26th. It'll just be me down there. It'll be nice. Also there was a mention of bowling! WOOT! Mom was really generous in letting Ben stay down there for Xmas Eve and Xmas. She goes, "It's ok. You can keep him. Then you'll have someone there for Xmas." I melted a tad. I used to come home every year and just bawl b/c I'd think of Daddy always spending Xmas alone. So, that comment really touched me. I love my parents.

I'm sick. Thank you, Ben! Rawr. It's ok though, I guess. I'm really happy with life right now. You know when you can see the loving, caring emotion in someone's eyes? Just the look like they really care, the one you CAN'T fake? That's the look I saw tonight. ♥

My fave fml ever:

Today, I set up a miniature nativity scene in my apartment. Three hours ago, my dog decided it would be a good idea to eat baby Jesus. Two hours ago, the vet laughed and said not to worry because I would 'have him back in time for Christmas'. FML

XD

Yesterday was Brian's birthday. Didn't get drunk on my bday, but made up for it last night. My head hurts. I'd probably still be passed out right now except that my friend called me at 8:30ish. Then there's the constant construction. ANYWAY! Back to Brian's birfday.

It was ok. He had fun that's all that matters. We went to Old Chicago. It was yummy, except everything is made with CHEESE O.O So not only did I feel sick from drinking, I made myself sick from cheese poisoning. It was really tasty though. Granted my drinking too much is about half of what normal ppl can handle. After dinner we went to a bar. Pffffft. Bars are LAME LAME LAME! Srsly. I really don't see the point. We were there for way too long. Once again, Brian had fun and that's all that matters. We got back to his place around 11 or so. I had to go home. I was beginning to get a UTI. From what? Je ne sais pas. No, Bradling, it was not sex. Brian is 21, he can now shut up about getting so shitfaced. Yay! ♥

Today, haha, if I can even make it through the day without falling asleep, is mini-xmas. Corey's in town, and so we're doing his gifts today with dinner. Something about ham tonight? Sounds good to me. I be hungwy! I'm claiming him tonight. We're going to, oh shit i hope this works, stay up all night and talk and talk and talk. Just like how it should be Christmas night.

( Friday's events )
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That was from Saturday. It is now Monday. Oof.

Saturday Brian came over, which is why I stopped writing. I was really upset with him. I did NOT want him over. Things settled after a couple hours of cold gazes accompanied by huffing and puffing around. I ended up babysitting. I have yet to be paid. >.> That's annoying. Anyway, babysitting was good. The girls loved their Xmas presents. ♥ We watched movies and snuggled. L was wiped. She actually stayed in bed like she was supposed to instead of getting up and running around! :O

Yesterday Brian and I went to Lloyd Center. We went Xmas shopping. I'm done with him. He's the only one who's done. I got him 4 DVDs. They were all hella cheap. Got them all for under $20 total! Win?! Win! It's for his bday in two days and for Xmas. We wandered around the mall for hours and hours. We came back here to see if Patricia had dropped off my money. Nope. She hadn't. We then went to his place and decorated the apt. It was a good night. There was of course drama however. *sigh* He wanted to know why I thought of David taking me out as a date, and when I'm out with him it's only just hanging out. We stayed up until 2:30 talking about stuff like this.

This morning we woke up around 10, not too late considering how late we were up. We chilled out watched Big Daddy. Then he made French toast. ♥ We went to Clackamas Town Center to do more shopping today. I only had $10. I ended up spending it on a box of chocolates for Mom's stocking. =3 I feel so bad that I can't give her much this year. I love spoiling my mom. By doing so it feels like I'm finally able to pay her back for everything she's ever done. All the tuition she's paid, all the medical bills, everything.

Tomorrow David! ♥ I'm excited. I think I'm going to call Patricia to see if I can get my money tomorrow. I want to run and grab this gorgeous scarf for Stephanie for Xmas. It'll hopefully still be on sale. She has a big date on Friday. I would love to get it to her by then.

Gonna finish my homemade Thai fried rice! It's amazing!

I'm really really restless right now. I want to go out and do something! This weekend made me want to be active and doing something everyday, which is weird b/c I used to hate that. I saw 7 different people this weekend. It was crazy and fun! I lied! It was more like 9 if you count seeing the girls and Patricia.

Saturday I met up with Grant. We chilled at his gf's place. It was good. We practiced some Spanish. He took me home, and I cleaned up a bit before going out with David. I was all dressed up in a skirt and stuff, but I got a phone call saying that we were going to be watching his nephew. I quickly changed. His nephew, Andrew, was passed out the ENTIRE time. He's like 6 and looks about 3 or 4. He's tiny and just cute as can be! ♥

At some point between the playing around and eating, Irma called and said she wanted us to go to a party. I put up a fight, but lost. I'm actually still annoyed that David just left Andrew home alone for 3 hours. Just left him there asleep. What if he'd woken up to an empty house? That happened to me more than once when I was his age, and I always started crying and freaking out. What if there had been a FIRE?! Nothing I said managed to have any effect. I immediately took back my, "you're a good daddy" compliment. We went grabbed Irma, and then we went to this guy's house. His name was Jose. It was just the four of us. It was fun. I mainly just sat there on the floor snuggled against David as they all sat there talking at the speed of light in Spanish. I did understand some of it. I was proud of myself! Once I had my second shot of tequila, however, all comprehension was out the window, and they laughed at me. David especially. He called me a baby. He did so in a very adoring voice, but still. . .

I've begun to fall a lot harder for this guy than I ever thought I would. I'm beginning to get withdrawals! NOT a good sign. He's fuckin busy all the time, too, which sucks ass. Oh, well. He called today. That helped. I think we're going to go out this weekend sometime. I was hoping sooner, BUT! I'll take what I can get. I think he wanted Saturday, but Brian wants me that day. UGH! Brian's been ridiculously emo lately. He was at my hosue the other night, and we were getting ready to go to sleep, and he says, "You love David more than me, don't you?" One, if I did that's none of your business. Two, I'm not in love with either of you. I don't know David well enough yet, and I know you too well :P He srsly almost started crying. I almost injured him. Srsly. WTF?! Brian wants me to stay the night on Saturday, blahblahblah. I really don't want to. In fact I'm trying to get to the point where HE doesn't even stay the night HERE. I want to get to that point so I can earn David's trust. I'm feeling ready for an actual relationship again. I don't want to sever Brian completely, but I'm willing to end all of the benes part.

Sunday I went to lunch with Brian, and then to the library to meet with Javin. We kinda sorta half-assed studied. That final fuckin killed me. Actually I guess I didn't do that bad. I got a B, but still have an A in the class! YAY! That makes two As this term.

I have a 103% in Spanish. Do I rock or what? :D My math final is tomorrow. I am soooooo not excited.

That was long. Sorry. I've been trying to get this out for days, but the wording just wasn't working.

I hate hate hate!!!!! working in groups. Adrienne was running TWO hours late today. It was ridiculous. We were supposed to meet at noon and she didn't get there until after two. It was like, are you fucking KIDDING? RAWR! Once she got there I was so incredibly UNMOTIVATED. I couldn't concentrate worth shit. We eventually got some stuff done. I think this is going to end up being a huuuuge disaster. I don'te ven want to go met with Grant. It doesn't help that Grant has been really touchy lately, and the next time he stares at my boobs my fist is going into his balls. Rawr. It's not even like I'm wearing low cut shirts. He just STARES!!! Adrienne apparently wanted to tell us to get a room the other day. I was like, "WHAT?!?!?!" It was apparently because Grant wouldn't stop touching me. Little things like rubbing my back, nudging my arm, or trying to tickle me. It's getting old fast.

I just did a lot of Adrienne bashing. She's really not that bad. She's actually pretty cool. Although I don't agree with a lot of her morals etc. I was apparently not brought up properly because my family is more matriarchal. I was like. . . really!?!??! Whatever. We talked for a long time. She bought me dinner and a drink for my birthday. It was nice :) She is very interesting. She's lived SUCH a different life from me. Her parents were dirt poor and ended up being millionaires. She gets an allowance, at the age of 36, of 4 grand each month. EACH MONTH!! Granted she's going to have to pay all that back, but still. DAYUM! Our worlds are just very very different.

David's final was yesterday. He said it was really easy. I was going over his homework with him, and he's doing great ^_____^ I'm so proud. On the verge of making cookies or cupcakes proud! Srsly. He's doing so well ♥

I am so tired. I'm babysitting right now. I think the girls have FINALLY passed out. It only took them an hour. Oof. I had to watch Barbie: Swan Lake. Barbie movies just need to NOT exist. They're PAINFUL! David and Patricia got me a really sweet card for my bday with $21 in it! The girls drew me pictures. I love this family. Srsly. *snuggles them*

Brian has been getting on my nerves lately. We haven't seen each other all week,a nd so he's all, "waaaaaaaaah! I miss you! WAAAAH!" stfu. I so do NOT care right now. You're not in the middle of studying for finals and getting oral presentations together. You've never even had to do a real final. So please. Just fuck off.

I need a hug and a kiss. I don't want a Brian hug or a Brian kiss. Those are too filled with emotion and are too sappy. I just want a nice caring, not overly emotional hug. I'm picky. . . I know.

Up until half an hour ago I was soaring. I was tipsy on the verge of being drunk. Now I'm upset and on the verge of tears.

Brian's a queen who needs to get the fuck over himself. end of story. I'm on the verge of feeling hate toward him.

Dinner with Daddy was really nice. We ended up going to Vindalho. We talked and laughed and drank and ate. It was good.

***

The above was from WEDNESDAY! I dunno. I haven't really been in the mood to update. Thanksgiving was fine. It was a lot less dramatic than I thought it would be. Although Anita STILL went off at me. She's ridiculous. The food was whatever. Not my fave type of food. We had a good time that's all that matters.

On Saturday we went to Bruce and Judy's 50th anni party. It was fine. It was a shitty shitty setup, but whatever. We talked to Brian(a childhood friend of Mom and her sisters). We got the lowdown on what's been happening with that part of the "family". All of these people are basically family. It's rather complicated so just bear with me. Apparently Ashley, who is 19, just got married to a marine! I called it. They said she got married and I thought to myself MARINE! Oh, yeah. . . that's right. I rock! Not only a marine but a Mormon O.O REALLY?! OOF! Her older sister, who is 8 months older than I, Stephanie, had a baby not too long ago. They have NO clue who the daddy is. *snicker* Mmmm, family gossip.

I'm at school right now. It's been a pretty good day. I went to class. Then Grandma, Shawn, and I all went out to lunch. IHOP. Ew. I went and met with Scot. He's promised me pics if I email him! :D He's so excited for this term to end. He just wants to stay with his little baby. <3

Daveed is. . . oh you guessed it! Late as usual! Hopefully he'll be here soon.

♥

Ok, this is going to be a nothing update, but I'm at school and BORED! Shuddup! I know I should be studying for that math test. I don't want to hear it.

The morning phone call to Brian was hilarious. He's such a queen. He hates Daveed. He thinks I'm a ho. He also gave me a CURFEW! I fucking kid you not. He was all, "Don't stay out late?" "How late is late?" "Be home by 9." BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Is that shit not hilarious? It's going to be a tense weekend if he can't just chill the fuck out.

EDIT:

Daveed has canceled, which sort of fucked me over. He was my ride home, since I'm out of money and have no bus tickets. At least my mom is home. She's on her way to get me now. I can't tell you how much I love have my laptop with me. EEEEEE!

Brian can now chill the fuck out and get on with his life.

I'm supposed to be doing homework, but I'm waiting on Open Office to download. It's taking too long. Buy the time I finish with this it'll be done, I hope. ACK! Why is the time going up? I hate this. . .

I got an A on my art history exam! ^_______________^ I did way better than I thought! After class Grandma and I hung out for a couple hours. She read the art history book, and I did la tarea de espanol. Oof. We went to the informational meeting about the Europe trip June 2011. I'm uberly excited. I just need a job! Oof.

I just hammered out a Spanish paper. It was bullshit. We were supposed to be magazine reporters. Bleh. I hated that shit in 2nd grade, and I STILL hate it. It was supposed to be on some famous person or some interesting person in my life. I chose Daveed. He's had an interesting life. I just hope she accepts it over email. Normally I wouldn't email it in, but The UPS Store opens too late to print it out, and our printer is out of ink. Pfft.

Daveed and I hung out for about three hours tonight. It was good. Although the dude needs to learn how to kiss better>.<. He skipped class, which normally I wouldn't condone, but since he was speaking English with me all night I think it can be excused. We talked a LOT! Most of that three hours. The other parts were spent with him trying to get me to do what he wanted by cooing in Spanish, which didn't work, and we also ate. It was a lot of fun. He's apparently leaving for San Diego on Wednesday so our plans Friday night have been canceled.

Wednesday Daddy's taking me to Mingo for my bday dinner and drink! :D I am mucho excited!

Math test tomorrow. I'm gonna fail, but am too tired to really care at this point.

So! A fair amount to update on.

Friday was a horrifying day. Brian and I were saving water by showering together, and he passes out. I thought he was going for a hug. Mmmm. . . not so much. He collapsed in my arms and slid to the ground. On his way down his defib goes off on my knee. He started seizing and his eyes rolled back and he was shaking. As I was hauling ass for my phone, I yelled his name a couple more times and he woke up. He's fine, but he srsly almost died in my shower. It was ridiculously scary. He went to the doctor. He's now on meds to keep his heart in rhythm, prolly the same type that my nana is on. He has an ECG tomorrow. They think his heart is growing again. *sigh*

I was a wreck on Friday. I went to dinner with Mom, had my first legal drink, but I was so drained from the day's earlier events. By the time we went to dinner I felt as if I'd been crying the entire day, even though I hadn't. Not the best birthday ever. So incredibly glad Brian's ok though. *snuggles him*

Yesterday Brian took me to go see New Moon. It wasn't nearly as bad as I thought it'd be. It was way better than Twilight. Although I can't believe how bad the acting is. UGH! The only person who didn't completely fail was Taylor Lautner. The kisses btwn Edward and Bella were way too awkward. It was ridiculously awful. It was painful to watch. At least we didn't have to see too much of Robert Pattinson. *gag* HATE HIM! I was supposed to see Daveed after that, but he bailed. The poor boy worked 13 hours. I'll see him tomorrow, and he's apparently dragging me to a bar on Friday. We'll see.

Oh shit. . . I'm out of bus tickets. shitfuckgoddamn!

It was the family dinner tonight. It was yummy. I <3 seafood. Srsly. Nom. I got a laptop! ^___^ I can now update with more regularity! Wootzles!

I have a cold. Pfffft. It's made of suck.

♥

I'm sitting here watching Barbie: Mariposa with my girls. They love it. It's AWFUL XD

My grade in math has dropped to an 87%. BLAH! I totally bombed that last test. I didn't think I did that bad on it, but oh yeah, definitely did. Oof. I'm gonna have to get nothing but As for the rest of the term. BLAH!

Krsitin, Huey and I all sat around on our break before math talking about Barney today. It was rather hilarious.

That was from like a week ago or something. I dunno. Whenever I last watched my girls =3

Things are fine I guess. I'm still pissed about my math grade. I still have a huge art history test on Monday, which I've barely studied for. I'm so unmotivated. When it comes to Spanish, however, I'm ridiculously knowledge starved. I want to learn MORE! I want to be able to speak with complex expressions. More than anything I want to be able to UNDERSTAND it when native speakers are talking. Understanding my teacher isn't a big deal. She doesn't have the thick accent. She has NO accent.

Thursday night I hung out with Daveed again before he had class. It was interesting. He asked me out more than once, but the first time was the cutest. We were sitting having coffee, well he was, and in the middle of talking he pulls out an index card and writes, "Ser mi novia?" I grinned. I couldn't help it. It was too cute. He could've just asked, but no he WROTE it out ^______________^ I then declined him in Spanglish. Then he asked me more times. I kept denying him. Poor guy. I really do like him, but just as a friend. Brian and I st up until 2 this morning talking about my reasoning. It was actually really nice. I was in his lap but facing him, and he just sat there and listened and made good comments. Much love for my BriBri.

Daveed and I did have a pretty in depth convo that night. He told me about his 2 children O.O They're in Mexico with their mommy, whom he hates. His ex-gf not his kids. He doe NOT want any more children. +1 for Daveed. He realized that night how MUCH taller I am than he is XDDD It was hilarious. I tried to explain Brian to him, since I ended up having to call Bri a few times to see where he was. Daveed was rather confused XD Poor boy. I happened to have pic from a Spanish assignment of Brian, and so I showed him those. He also saw Taylor(all in uniform) and Sarah, Maya and Liv, et ma vache. He was very concerned about Taylor. This is your bf? BWHAHAHAHAHA! no!!!! He didn't believe me. XD He still asked me out though XD It was srsly a fun night. I really enjoy talking to him. at the end of the night e totally stole a kiss XD Just a peck but stil. . .

Ryan and I were supposed to hang out today, but he bailed :( Next weekend!

Next weekend will be busy. Brian has my Friday all planned out, well after he gets home from his g'pa's funeral. Then Saturday hopefully Ryan during the day, and then that evening the family bday party, but we're going out to eat this time. I think this might be a bountiful bday ^________^

Need foodz.

I fail. I'm sorry. My journal friend skills suck. I don't have a computer that works, however. I'm only able to get online sometimes on Mom's. Most of the time she's sitting right here when I'm on, and I don't particularly like journalling while she's right there. Make sense?

Life in general has been fine. I'm still managing to kick some ass in math. I'm doing really well in Spanish, which makes me really happy.

We won't be going to Idaho for Turkey Day. Daddy can't afford it and neither can I considering I have a whole $80 in my acct. I also won't be working at The UPS Store this winter, since Joel is a complete and utter douche bag. I've deicded to label hi Jackass #1 and Carl Jackass #2. Rawr! I'm srsly not sure what I'm going to do about Xmas pressies this year >.<

I had lunch with Anita on Friday. It was yummy, and there was no drama. Yay! We just talked about life stuff. She thinks I need to get out more. Party and such. >.>

Speaking of parties! Daveed(yes, I know it's spelled wrong, but it's easier to do that than to say David from tutoring and David from math) wants to take me to a party in a couple weekends. Ugh. Srsly. Ugh!!! Although! I think I have an out. The night it's happening, I'm going to have my family bday party. That'll be good. I'm seeing him on Thursday. He really is a honey, or hone as he says, hehe. XD Srsly though. How would I get home from said party? Ten bucks says he'll be way too wasted to drive, and I haven't driven in MONTHS! And I don't know the area well. Gah.

Bedtime. School in the morning, and I also want to get up early enough to be able to study for my inclass writing for Spanish. Ir-Er verbs and Tener/Venir. It shouldn't be difficult, I just want to maintain my grade =3

Six hours of math homework. SIX HOURS! This is why we don't procrastinate. Not to mention the 5 hours or so I've put into transfering history notes and then reading/taking notes. Oof. This has been my weekend, except for last night.

Last night was bullshit. Pure fuckin bullshit. I should have just stuck to my original hand out candy and do homework plan. Instead I went out with Brian and Lianna. Then Lianna's two roommates plus a boyfriend. They're all dupshits who are obssessed with causing drama. It was AWFUL! I was so RAWR that I actually left Brian's to come home and do homework. It was just a bad bad night.

In general life has been fine I guess. Just school and stupid drama that never seems to end with Brian. Whatever. I'm pretty much done at this point.

Mmmmmm, fooood. I go eats now.

I think I'm going to blame my shitty test grade not on the fact that I didn't study well, but on the fact that I got chewed out by my dad right before it. Mmmhmmm. Apparently I went over our minutes, which have apparently been cut down to 550 btwn the two of us WHY?! He really needs to upgrade the plan. *grumble*

Wednesday nights just generally speaking rock. I love them. I get to tutor! Not only that, but I'm a well-loved tutor *beam!* I had five of them tonight, until the teacher decided that it was unacceptable,a nd she took two of my boys from me. *sniffle* I had David, Fernando, my chica(no I don't know her name yet >.<), Antonio(who is no longer ill! yay!), and a new girl named Ursula. Fernando, David, and my chica, aka the trio, were late coming back from break, but they all wanted to be with meeeee! I wasn't going to turn them away. Srsly. The teacher got all wigged out about it. We were doing fine. We were laughing tons and learning and stuffs. I taught them the meaning of hangover today :P Important things ;) Eventually Antonio and David were taken from me :( I think David is my favourite. He's very very outgoing. I had come in multiple layers since it was cold out, but shed them shortly after beginning, and I get down to my last one, which is a pretty purple swoop neck top, and he looks at me says something in Spanish, and everyone, except me of course, bursts into giggled fits. I got ganged up like that a lot. XD It was entertaining. I was then asked by David if I dance, which to me could be harmless except that everyon started howling in laughter again. Dancing = stripping? or salsaing? or what? The trio are so bad together, but I adore them all. They should definitely be split up, but I so don't want them to be gone from my group. I wish I could keep at least four of them. Ursula and I didn't connect as well. In fact if I can only have three, I guess I would be willing to give up Antonio as well. BUT! I don't like that plan. Antonio is a sweetie. <3 They're all sweeties!!! Needless to say, I'm loving this! ^____^

I have to still do homework. Eek. I've been so bad lately. I've just been nonstop goofing off. I've been reading or sleeping or computering instead of working. It's not good that I'm already losing interest this early in the term. I wish I could tutor twice a week or so. Hmmmm. . .

School was fine. I guess. I dunno. I was really happy at the end of math because we'd gotten our tests back, and I got a 95.5%!!! WIN! I actually squeed in class. I got stared at BUUUUUTTTTTTTTT whatevs. After class I talked with Jean for a bit. She's really sweet. <3 Then I went to Scot's office, and once again. . . there were tons of people. It made me really grumpy b/c ppl were srsly staring at me as I was struggling on easy problems. It made me even more flustered and embarrassed and so I'd screw up even more. Then Scot ditched me for the calculus students before even half my questions had been answered. I left pretty grumpy.

It was also really cold. I've discovered that when it's cold outside I get headaches, and not just normal headaches, but BRAIN FREEZE headaches. They go away once I'm inside. Mom gave me a ride home and there was soup waiting on the stove. I love her.

( the highlight of my evening )

I have a huge art history test tomorrow, and we have to go feed the kitties, since g&p are out of town. All I want to do is sleep. Seasonal depression is hitting early this year.

That doggy my dad was getting is dead. Her name was Montana. He only had her for about a day and a half. She was very unhappy there, even though Daddy snuggled her and talked sweet to her. While he was sleeping Wednesday night, Thursday morning, she'd chewed through the rope that he'd put on her so she couldn't run away at night, since she wouldn't sleep in the house, and tried to run home. She only made it barely passed the property line before she was brutally hit by a car. Dad's help found her there. He feels awful. He came by on Friday to get Ben, and said that my hair, which has greatly faded, was the exact colour of her fur, but hers had silver streaks. That picture apparently did her no justice. She was a much prettier dog. Seeing him talk about her, even if he'd only had her for a couple days, and seeing the pain in his eyes just about killed me. She's buried now in the yard somewhere. RIP Montana.

Mom's making Thai pumpkin soup tomorrow, which is essentially curry. Nom. I normally hate squash, but I adore pumpkin. Nom, nom, nom.

This week has been the first week that Taylor has been out of his funk since July. It's been amazingly nice. We have real conversations. He picks up when I call. It pisses Brian off, and everything is just back to the way it was. Just he's a lot less flirty than he used to be.

Gotta actually start my homework tomorrow >.